Today seems like a great day to add a blog to the site. It's a bright, new morning, and opportunities are all around. Yep, it's going to be a great day.
Just the other day while at my crummy 9 to 5, I finally realized I wasn't supposed to be there. I'd had that thought before, but not until 3 days ago was I positive of it. That epiphany came when my 'boss' jumped down my throat for something she thought I hadn't done. (Far be it for the boss to be wrong, know what I mean?) But I had taken care of that particular task! I knew my responsibilities, and I was aware of the deadlines. I'd done what needed to be done. And when I was able to prove this to her, she didn't like it. She stood there and pretty much called me a liar to my face, accusing me of not having finished the project until after she confronted it me with it the first time.
The problem was this: Just a week prior, she'd caused a huge uproar between her boss and me. She got me in trouble for doing something she told me to do. That just doesn't sound right, does it? Well it's not. And I wasn't going to sit there and let that man bite my head off for something that I was told to do by my superior. So against my better judgement, my emotions took over and I gave him a piece of my mind. Shortly after that, he called me back in to his office and advised me to watch my attitude, especially with him because "he's the boss". Yep, he's the boss, and I needed my pathetic little paycheck. So I sat there and bit my tongue, having no choice but to let the tears that were welling up just roll down my face.
After that, I steered clear of any conflict. I know I'm extremely sensitive and can be quite hot headed when someone wants to give me a problem for no reason. But still, I could feel the tension in the air as soon as I walked in the building each morning. Then early this week, it started.
"Colleen" accused me of lieing, and all I could do was stand there quietly, letting my throat tighten and my nostrills flare. Never said anything, but I'm sure she felt the vibes I was throwing off.
When I went to lunch that day, I sat in my car, and I cried. Cried! I prayed to God and begged Him to move me along on my path. To show me what it is He wants me to do, then begged Him to help me do it. And then I got fired.
Pretty ironic the way things work out, huh? Well, I'm a firm believer that there are no coincidences. Everything happens for a reason, and it's always for our own good. (Whether we can see it or not. It's a little thing I like to call 'faith'. And I've got it!)
This is a blessing in disguise to me. It's going to be tough without the paycheck every week, but it will work out. It has to. Just 'has' to!
Meanwhile, I'm taking this opportunity, and I'm going to go full force with my readings, offering helpful services to those who need them, and I'm going to do it full time. I believe this is my true calling anyway.
Thank you to all of my visitors, my clients, my friends, my angels, and my soon-to-be 'readers'!
Just the other day while at my crummy 9 to 5, I finally realized I wasn't supposed to be there. I'd had that thought before, but not until 3 days ago was I positive of it. That epiphany came when my 'boss' jumped down my throat for something she thought I hadn't done. (Far be it for the boss to be wrong, know what I mean?) But I had taken care of that particular task! I knew my responsibilities, and I was aware of the deadlines. I'd done what needed to be done. And when I was able to prove this to her, she didn't like it. She stood there and pretty much called me a liar to my face, accusing me of not having finished the project until after she confronted it me with it the first time.
The problem was this: Just a week prior, she'd caused a huge uproar between her boss and me. She got me in trouble for doing something she told me to do. That just doesn't sound right, does it? Well it's not. And I wasn't going to sit there and let that man bite my head off for something that I was told to do by my superior. So against my better judgement, my emotions took over and I gave him a piece of my mind. Shortly after that, he called me back in to his office and advised me to watch my attitude, especially with him because "he's the boss". Yep, he's the boss, and I needed my pathetic little paycheck. So I sat there and bit my tongue, having no choice but to let the tears that were welling up just roll down my face.
After that, I steered clear of any conflict. I know I'm extremely sensitive and can be quite hot headed when someone wants to give me a problem for no reason. But still, I could feel the tension in the air as soon as I walked in the building each morning. Then early this week, it started.
"Colleen" accused me of lieing, and all I could do was stand there quietly, letting my throat tighten and my nostrills flare. Never said anything, but I'm sure she felt the vibes I was throwing off.
When I went to lunch that day, I sat in my car, and I cried. Cried! I prayed to God and begged Him to move me along on my path. To show me what it is He wants me to do, then begged Him to help me do it. And then I got fired.
Pretty ironic the way things work out, huh? Well, I'm a firm believer that there are no coincidences. Everything happens for a reason, and it's always for our own good. (Whether we can see it or not. It's a little thing I like to call 'faith'. And I've got it!)
This is a blessing in disguise to me. It's going to be tough without the paycheck every week, but it will work out. It has to. Just 'has' to!
Meanwhile, I'm taking this opportunity, and I'm going to go full force with my readings, offering helpful services to those who need them, and I'm going to do it full time. I believe this is my true calling anyway.
Thank you to all of my visitors, my clients, my friends, my angels, and my soon-to-be 'readers'!
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